fri...24/7/2009
thing just happen too fast.
when i reach the doorstep of my grandparent house,
i saw lot of people weeping.
i knew what had happened.
i went into her room and see her.
i just wonder why didnt i cry.
she took care of me since young.
19 years! she watches me grow n mature.

tue...28/7/2009
the day of her cremation.
ritual were performed.
my father were joking about the band.
saying that if the music start to play, people will start crying.
at start i didnt believe.
the music start to play, scene of her just appear in the mind of everyone

RIP ah ma